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I still honor Lugh during the summer time
Jun. 18th, 2016 12:04 pmIn which I forgot that oops, this journal exists and I didn't find an good default icon. I have to get one for this journal soon enough.
A year later, and a lot of my attitudes have changed. I drifted away from Loki and Lugh, and just Godspouse in general, and learned how to be a normal person. I realized, I have needs that aren't addressed, but looking back from a different perspectives, I realized how much of my spiritual have different and took noticed what have changed and shifted toward something better. What some aspects I needed help and assist in letting go off.
At this point, I don't work with Loki or Lugh at all. It seems like I'm trying to make up my mind about my relationship with my deity and I was restless. I wasn't able to settle in.
I still like Lugh alot, but I hardly call on him for help unless it's for inspiration or to honor the Summer Times as a time of creativity, energy, and physical movement, and to move around old energies and burn them with the energy of fire and sun to make way for new energies.
Reading my old entries from last year, I realized how deeply ingrained my pagan identity is important to me, and I don't have to loose faith in God, nor give up my Buddhist upbringing. In fact, it was supposed to be a harmonious blend of faiths that works best with my own energy.
I still honor Lugh during the summer time because he's fun and he knows how to have a good time and still be dignified being a High King God and all, and I still see him as a good ally and friend. I just don't actively worship him.
A year later, and a lot of my attitudes have changed. I drifted away from Loki and Lugh, and just Godspouse in general, and learned how to be a normal person. I realized, I have needs that aren't addressed, but looking back from a different perspectives, I realized how much of my spiritual have different and took noticed what have changed and shifted toward something better. What some aspects I needed help and assist in letting go off.
At this point, I don't work with Loki or Lugh at all. It seems like I'm trying to make up my mind about my relationship with my deity and I was restless. I wasn't able to settle in.
I still like Lugh alot, but I hardly call on him for help unless it's for inspiration or to honor the Summer Times as a time of creativity, energy, and physical movement, and to move around old energies and burn them with the energy of fire and sun to make way for new energies.
Reading my old entries from last year, I realized how deeply ingrained my pagan identity is important to me, and I don't have to loose faith in God, nor give up my Buddhist upbringing. In fact, it was supposed to be a harmonious blend of faiths that works best with my own energy.
I still honor Lugh during the summer time because he's fun and he knows how to have a good time and still be dignified being a High King God and all, and I still see him as a good ally and friend. I just don't actively worship him.